You are not merging in actuality with essence, for you ARE essence, but you are allowing yourself the mergence of your objective awareness and your thought process with the knowing of your energy, and allowing your emotion and thought to merge, and allowing the objective awareness [of] a type of mergence with the mere being of essence; not merely the knowing of essence, for this also offers you a type of connotation that to know some element, it must be separated from you, but the being of essence as merged with the knowing of essence.